Wednesday, May 28, 2008
A RARITY TO SEE ME IN THE RAIN
With this weather not agreeing with my idea of "spring", & I will make a bold observation that the weather has declared war with me & I am losing! However, last night I realized something. It's not something of great value, or educational use....just an observation of why my mood is so affected by the weather when clearly the weather will do what it will do. Maddy and I walked to Wally-world(yes, I know, the store of champions) because I needed to "escape my dark and dreary house that I have converted into a mamma-bear's den if you will. If summer won't come...I'll continue my hibernation by a couple more weeks if needs be. Well, I peeled my sorry a_ _ off of the couch, put on a jacket and off we went. The weather really wasn't cold, just that darned overcast that never seems to leave(especially when I want it too). We walked, talked, laughed, jogged and I just left all at home. All my frustrations, all my worries---even my cozy blankets and pillows---I know, I'm brave. It was such a gorgeous walk down the path, through the green landscape and with that Oregon "mist" gently landing on our faces. During our jaunt, I realized something very important to me, (a depressed individual-especially when cloudy), I realized that although "my" sun might not be shining & yes, it is MY sun! I claimed it long ago. I can still be cheery and have a good attitude about life. I live for the sun, but last night I found a bit of beauty in something that the sun had nothing to do with. I really liked it. I need that more often. I need to force myself out of my den and live a little. After all rain does make for a romantic night as it pours relentlessly down on the rooftop.....my only hope....for my sun to make an appearance tomorrow( I think that the Chinese or Africans are hogging it and that's not ok with me). Pray for better weather!
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