FAVORITE QUOTES FROM PHILOSOPHERS

  • "Without philosophy we would be little above the animals."
  • "By nature men are alike. Through practice they have become far apart."
  • "What is important is not liberation from the body but liberation from the mind. We are not entangled in our own body, but entangled in our own mind."
  • "To know what you do not know is best. To pretend to know what you do not know is a disease."
  • "When the people don't respect those in power, then what they greatly fear is about to arrive."
  • "Great man demands it of himself; petty man, of others."
  • "Great man is always at ease; petty man is always on edge."
  • "When strict with oneself one rarely fails."
  • "Whether you like it or not, you'd better accept reality the way it occurs: as highly imperfect and filled with most fallible human beings. Your alternative, continual anxiety and desperate disappointment."
  • "When the government is muddled and confused, the people are genuine and sincere. When the government is discriminate and clear, the people are crafty and cunning."
  • "When you find something that is bad or that turns out bad, drop it and leave it alone."
  • "Only the most intelligent and the most stupid do not change."

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

MY BABY IS THREE!!!














It was a beautiful, sunny day when we dropped the kids off at grandma's house early in the morning.  Then, we headed down to Alta View Hospital to deliver the sweet baby that I had been waiting for.

I had just endured what had seemed to be the LONGEST nine months of my life, this time around.

The air was already warm at 7:30 a.m. as it usually is at that time of year in Utah.  I couldn't have been happier to deliver my last child and finally see and hold her on that Monday in May of 2006.

We were checked in, situated, water broken and the pitocin injected......the wait began. With Bill by my side we chatted about life, family, birth, miracles, and about our other three kids and wondered how they would accept the new addition!  It was pleasant to have time alone while waiting to bring this baby into the world.

The clock seemed to stand still as I lay gazing out the window into the Salt Lake valley  at the hectic lives going on out there.  It was quiet for me though at least for a minute.  Before we knew it lunchtime had arrived.  As usual I didn't feel contractions for about 7-8 hours, so I sent Bill to go get himself some lunch for I knew I'd be there a while.

The nurse came in around 5 P.M. and said,  "You'll know when it's time.  You  will feel a major pressure on your bottom."  I figured that she was right and that I'd know.  She was right.  Shortly after she left the room I had the urge to push.  I told Bill that I was pretty sure that this was what the nurse was talking about.  He called her back into the room and checked me and sure enough there was Amber, trying to enter into this world.

The nurse reassured me that Dr. Smith was on his way, but I thought to myself, "Why hasn't he been on his way this whole time?" Dr. Smith walked into the room, rushed to wash his hands, put on scrubs and gloves, assumed position. I pushed ONCE and there I saw for the first time, that precious face I had been waiting 9 1/2 months to see.  At 6:09 p.m. Amber Brooklyn's tiny 6lb. 9oz. body was gently placed on my chest and at that moment I wanted her forever. I gave her my heart just as I had given it to my three other children.

Maddy, Jacob, Ashley and grandma Bird  came to see our new addition and she was a hit!  They all loved her and were so gentle with her.  She was definitely a keeper.  I made the stay at the hospital as short as possible and before I knew it I was home with my baby.

To celebrate her 3rd birthday....dinner at El Tapatio, cupcakes instead of a cake...(she knows what she wants)...and then opened presents, naturally.  I shed a few tears knowing that she is my baby and she is already three!  I love you Amber, to the moon and back! mom.